Right here, right now, this is all what matter.

Perhaps things happen for a reason. It might sound funny but right after i was told to move on, i met a woman. In a night club and knowing her made me feel so alive. I manage to breathe easily and that night i was way out of my comfort zone. Well, that night was intentionally to go out of my comfort zone. I was console with the bravery i put on.

Now, i feel rusty. It has been a while i have “date” or attempt to “date”. So far, it have gone well, i hope the feeling is mutual. This woman can just make me go crazy. I have never ever had to wait for a text msg reply for so long and this woman made me wait. Argh…there are times i wanted to text her again but princessa told me not to. The reason is that i might sound like desperate. I am not. It is just i am not use to it. I am used to constant text msg-ing. However, she text message whenever it is necessary like set up going out or ask if i have arrive, etc. This time around, i’m use to it. I will be patiently waiting, keep it out of my mind so that i don’t go crazy. Lol.

On the other hand, there are surge of emotions that i want to express or do but consciousness held it back. Like it’s questioning whether it is the appropriate time to do it or is it appropriate in general. This woman keeps me dancing my two left feet, keeping me sharp, always surprising me with her behaviour. I like it.

In conclusion, i felt i am now in a happy place. I now will let everything go with the flow, faith and time. Attempting it with quite an open mind perspective. No looking fast forward. This time around, cherish the present moments . It’s a learning experience all over again.

Embrasse Moi

lov3 m3,n33d m3,want m3 and fr33 m3

~ by inn33dfr33dom on November 7, 2009.