Still living the past…

Why is it you dwell so much on your regret? Why not take that mistake and be a better person for the future? I think it is because you are so used to it that you feel so comfortable with it. Like your own skin, it sticks to your body. When you think you are fine and has move on, it will come back and haunt you. Songs and lyrics can trigger the buried feelings i had deep in my heart. I try and i try so hard to bury it way way deep yet it can unravel simply by a trigger.

I will soon hit 20 but i find nothing that makes me excited. No joy no fun no craziness. No let’s tune up the party. Nothing. It’s sombre. My only reminder, own consolation is that i have not discover it. It will soon come. Perhaps, it is time to expand my horizon and start taking all the risks there are. Maybe then i can really enjoy what life actually have to offer. Be brave and not tongue-tied.

Life should come with manuals that i can always open up to a chapter. Read it and apply it. But then, where will the fun be when everything is all based on guidelines

I want a sweet escape. Take me away to a hiding place…

Embrasse Moi

lov3 m3,n33d m3,want m3 and fr33 m3

~ by inn33dfr33dom on October 5, 2009.